Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Why is it....?

It's been awhile since the last time I posted a poem in my blog. Today, I tried to write this poem, capturing the moments and feeling that I'm in right now... As Christian, there will be times that we are Spiritually up and discern.. and there are times that we can feel that God is very far from us... and that is what I felt just today when I started to write this poem. At the end of my poem, it's really weird but my questions has been answered...

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Why is it so hard to hear Your voice today?
Why is it so hard to read Your Word today?
It seems like I cannot understand,
It seems like I’m becoming numb.

Why is it so hard to pray today?
Why is it so hard to confess today?
It seems my mind & heart isn’t right?
It seems I’m hiding myself to Him again…

Why is it so hard to love today?
Why is it so hard to have compassion today?
It seems like I’m selfish again today?
It seems like I just don’t even care at all…

Why is it so hard to please You today?
Why is it so hard to Worship using my Life?
It seems like my life doesn’t magnify Him.
It seems like my will has been done again…

So I lift everything to My Lord today, though my sin is haunting me tonight.
Yes, I lay everything from my heart today, to the One who forgives & revives completely .
There is nothining good in me. There is nothing to be ashame...
My Lord, My God, Messiah. Your grace is made perfect in my weakness.
My Lord, My God, Messiah. Your grace is sufficient for me to hear You speak.

So I lift everything to My Lord today, though everything seems so blurred and weary.
Yes, I lay everything from my heart today, to the One who owns it right from the start.
There is nothing good in me. There is nothing to be ashame...
My Lord, My God, Messiah. Your Love is the answer to my longing question.
My Lord, My God, Messiah. Your Love is from everlasting to everlasting.

2 comments:

mj said...
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mj said...

yihi.... pi-nost.... hahaha.... porke very good ang rate ng ginawang poem.... galing ng english.... parang hindi si ryan ching ang gumawa .... take note... on the spot niya tnyp at pinost eto... as in from the heart niya eto ginawa... c",) naks naman frend.... sad yung msg... but see how creative GOD is... ginawa niya si ryan maging poetic para malabas and ma-realize ang mga bagay bagay.... well for the thought na alam mo may pag kukulang ka kay GOD... is a blessing ... coz he contineuosly gives you the wisdom of what is suppose to be... c",) GOD bless you friend!!! GOD loves you unconditionally!!! more than your brother cck can humanly and brotherly can love you hehehe